Sunday, August 28, 2011

Not yet

To find myself alone with myself
After not having time to stop and think
Don't think I can handle it
Take me back to the busy time
When breathing was the only thought I had about myself
Not ready to put things into perspective yet
Don't wanna analyse the present
Think of even glance at the future
Not yet
Lost in the Blues - Santorini, Greece

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Une constatation

I put the song on - Fearful
The one I have lisened to so many times already
The one song that made me cry every time
I just put it on again 
And listen
And then for a change, I don't feel sad
I feel nothing
Then I realise the change - Surprised
I almost cry, but of joy
The song just got a whole new meaning - Survival
Light through the dard - BC, Canada

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Geographically unstable

Some may be emotionally unstable, perhaps physically or mentally unstable... I'm definitely geographically unstable.

I have an unexplained fear of being in one place for too long. I used to deny it and blame it on my hunger for adventure, but it's about time I face the facts: Too often I get the "anywhere but here" feeling. It's not because I don't enjoy the present and the place I am at the time. It's not because I believe the grass is greener elsewhere. I just subconsciously panic if I spend too much precious time in one place. As if time was running out - and maybe it is...

On the Road to Hana - Maui, Hawaii